“New Beginning”

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what the hell!
im actually suspected for H1N1
then gt LOA cannot go school
i like miss out so many lessons
ARRGH!
thn if i confirmed
thn so many ppl will also have to stay at hme
so everyone must take care of themselves
must be hygienic
not that i not hygienic then kena
LOL
dont knw who pass to me de
shit that person
at hme so bored
everyone in school

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you will never get to see the tears i cry..

yesterday had opening ceremony
at the start th weather was quite hot
but in th end
it rained
so th rehearsing aft that was abit more cooling
but yesterday
damn IDIOT sia me
got 1time is th march pass
thn march back to th contigent position
thn must hentak
i hentak half way
thn i see sherlyn
march to th side of th contigent
but i still at th front of th contigent
so guess what i did
i GOSTAND lor
thn i hentak backwards sia
damn IDIOT
thn angeline see alrdy
she tio stunned
her mouth open damn big
thn she n th SJAB seniors rush over tell me n sherlyn wrong alrdy
thn we run back to th front of th contignet
LOL
but too late
reena also march to th side le
damn funny
this time
all UGs' commander are sec3s except ncc
so we are quite blur
except for eugene
sherlyn,reena and me are listening carefully to th person
trying to rmb every thing so can go back tell company
but in the end we all forgt what th person say
thn i see eugene so relax
i ask him
you all rmb arh?
he said he wasnt even listening
LOL

the words hit me hard like pellets,
at this time, i finally realise the most important thing is not the money in my wallet.
as i stare at the stars outside my window,
i felt something stuck amd i cant swallow.
slowly tears warmed my cheeks,
and i know that tonight i can never sleep.
im confused,
sad,
and lost,
but i must fight back at all cost.
however i dont knw who will win in the end,
so its not a helping hand i need but a listening ear i hope you can lend .
and when i have found a 4-leaf clover,
i trust that everything will finally be over.

trust