“New Beginning”

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BOO HOO...
i failed my MATHS again
DAMNNNNN it...
if it wasnt for those careless mistakes
i would have passed w SHOOTING COLOURS!!!
stupid questions...
but i passed 1 test.
and its th FIRST test i passed
and it was soooooo unexpected
i expected my maths to pass finally
at least once...
bleahs...
guess th subject i passed?
chemistry
didnt expexted it...
arrgh.dont knw hw to let my parents sign my pprs.

helpless

can evryone forgt to study for common test?
pls...
thn maybe for once i can come in top 10.
MUHAHAHA!
especially th smart asses...
those that dont study oso can gt high marks de.
arrgh!
smart &dumb ass=GERALDINE+SHAWN( dont knw what makes him soooo dumb,but it really works.hahah(: )
cheers to apple juice n emo walk!

yesterday was a big day...
hahah.
we made a NEW record!!!
whee~
"Girl Guides Were Released Before 6pm on 20.02.2009.What Happened?"
damn shiok...
released so damn early luhs
EARLIER than NPCC!
WHEE~
lets do it again!

released

somethings are just nt meant to be
no matter how hard i try...

deprived

went hme w WEIZHI...
on th way saw th forest tt caught fire...
thn th bus had to go such a long way...
whn i saw th fire brigade
i said th DUMBESTTTT thing anyone could say/ask...
i ask WEIZHI
"DID A FLAT CATCH FIRE OR ARE THEY JUST WATERING TH PLANTS?"
thn a girl behind me frm MI laugh till super loud
LOL
thn i turn n look at her
thn she stop
hahah(:

paiseh

went home w GERALDINE n SHAWN
thn in th end
THEY 2 gang up thn trap me in th bus
thn drag me all th way to th bus stop 2 stops after xueting.s hse
th busstop infront of th caltex in bt. timah
arrgh.chomp!chomp!chomp!
chomp them both.
thn sian
in a rush to go hme
thn press bell at wrong stop
have to walk home super long
reach hme at 7.55 like tt
but coz i oso very late go hme
thn we were waiting for a new bus
in th end
th bus very long
so we took th oldy bus...
damn...
should nt go hme w GERALDINE+SHAWN together again...

shitty

im on a treadmill.
running n running.
breathing in th surrounding air.
th air is.
tense.
hot .
and it stinks.
im chasing after th things i want.
but thy just kept getting further n further.
thr is no end.
im tired.
i want to stop.
but i cant.
th button is spoilt.
so i will fall.
n falling is painful.

chasing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!!!
&
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!

gt back my chinese test..
th highest in class is 37/50..
i gt 36.2nd highest..
had to let parents sign..
my mum taught me hw to be more far sighted
this is what she said after i told her i gt 2nd,:
"you think 36 very gd?why didnt you gt 37?"
this reminds me of my primary sch..
p4 i think..
i scored 90/100 for my chinese
i thought she would feel proud of me.
but she said:"why didnt you gt 95?"
th 2nd test..
i studied harder.i gt 96.
i was happy.
that i met her expectations.
but this was what she said:
"what happened to that 4 marks?"

i alrdy tried so hard.
just why cant you see...
im always nt good enough..
not good enough for you..
not good enough to be compared to my cousins..
thn just stop comparing!!
tell me.
what else do you want?

speechless

helping others..
yet i cant help myself...

helpless

gt back my phone..
did some maths on sch..
started raining..
bus-sed back near hme..
thn walked home in th rain..
wasnt feeling abit down..
dont knw why..

说谎的眼神
总是那么真
不明白一切
我不知该如何说
现在正在下雨
我望着窗外
看着雨下在我窗前
发现玻璃也在流眼泪
我喜欢下雨天
因为天空好像陪我一起哭
我只想问为什么故事要这样结束？

downed

had PLC.
wasnt supposed to be thr.
shouldnt even be thr..
was blamed.. ):
___________ said something.
i said nt correct.
___________ insisted.
i ask Ms Ng.
she scold me say is i nv gt in touch w tt stuff so i dont knw
WTF!
also nt i say 1..
Ms Ng still help tt _____________
all tt __________'s fault luhs
IDIOT!
hate her like SHIT!

fucked up

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIUYI!
may all yr dreams come true...

SUPPOSED to collect handphone today
but in th end gt house meeting..
DARN!
went to house meeting..
THOMPSON!
whee~
realised lots of ppl in thompson!
hahah(:
Weizhi,Eugene,Gavin,Hongjie,Jiayu,Timothy..
timothy was nt thr
so he kena sabo-ed by us
hoho(:
damn joke.
timothy bcme th jr field capt
th process:
we discuss.(Eugene.Weizhi &Me)
thn Eugene raise hand
say want be jr field capt
tcher ask him name
he answered
TIMOTHY, 3E2!

joked

went to buy Valentine's Day present!
whee~
finally.
and on th way bought birthday presents for a few ppl too!
haha(:
but evrything ripped off $100++ frm my wallet
damn!
now i will have to keep low for a few mths till i save enough money to go out again..
SHITTY!
thanks for pei-ing me
although i also gt pei you sit thr like dumb asses waiting for smething..

emptied

i found a pair of ankle socks at hme
guess what?!
it's RED!
haha(:
i wore it to my tuition
thn th 1st time i wasnt th last to go hme from my tuition!
hahah:]
JOKE!
RED brought me luck!
hehe(:
CHEERS TO THE RED SOCKS!
whee~

red-socking

my stupid phone keep on 中风ing
is tt chinese word correct??
anyway.
my phone kept doing tt
i buay tahan
thn sent for service
hahah
th v.smart me had lost th warranty card during dont knw whn
always happens to th phones i gt
but lucky still can check tt its still under warranty
so its FREE...
bleahs
thn suddenly i realise tt i dont have a spare phone!!
my first 1 fell into th toilet bowl
dieded on th spot
th second..
not so bad luhs
my sis using
so cant take it back
bleahs.
but a kind person lend me his spare phone...
so nw i still have a phone
yay!
th spare phone is nt bad luhs
but must give back..
damn.
but i getting my phone back le
yay!
but no1 pei me go collect
damn.
lucky th shop close on sunday
thn i dont need go..
yay!
so means i need go on mon..
damn.

wait.wait.this is nt abt my phone
its my wonderful-dest marks
my MATHS test
its th highest marks i gt so far.
yay!
but i still fail.
damn.
my wonderful-dest mark: 14/30 tada~
fail by 1 mark!!!
ARGH!
if i gt th 1st qn correct
thn i would have pass my test w shooting colours
(shooting seems better thn flying &it seems a stronger word)
shoot up into th sky!
whee~
hahah (:
im mad.
anyway if correct
i will gt 16/30
its a PASS w shooting colours!!

idk what to say

whee!ive manage to complete 2 maths exercise
1 for each maths...
for 1 whole month.
WHEE~
through this pathetic 1 month...
many test came up (or maybe to me only)
i've nt pass any
damn...
Amaths i think
i gt 8/20 for th 1st test
th tcher was pretty nice
decided to give retest..
heheh...
she only gave 2 question...
5 marks each...
woah!2 question only.
what is 2 question
simult qn somemore
hahah...
guess hw much i gt?
2/10!
damn it...1 mark for each qn.
i think is 同情分...
bleahs...
n ohoh.nt to forgt my wonderful physics...
did th SPA practical.
drew th GRAPH...
upon 4 marks...
guess my wonderful score..
0/4!
mdm yeo told th whole class if continue fail must drop Amaths...
GREAT!i just gt started...
anyway
lucky i take 8 subs
heheh..even if i drop
i can drop 3...
hoho(:
tsk.tsk
now i dont knw which subjects to drop.
maybe Amaths
thn physics
thn maybe chemistry?
hahah..if like tt
i will have drop all my sciences..
SHITTY!
heh.i do give a damn abt my marks..
i dont want lose face sia..
but look on th side which is a little brighter
my name will be famous!
i will be th 1st retard ever born
newsppr headlines will say: girl from BBSS dropped all her sciences and 1maths
altogether tt retard dropped 3 subs... tsk tsk ;x
whee~

sadded

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions till you've named the 20 people.(this is in random order)
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1.weizhi
2. christina
3. crystal
4. cheryl
5. geraldine
6. eugene
7. xueting
8. siuyi
9. shawn
10. siva
11. xunyi
12. terence
13. gavin
14. eejoo
15.timothy
16. amanda
17.ms ng
18.qiao bing
19. kellie
20. pauline
How did you meet #14?
during sec1...

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
haha(: thn i wouldnt b able to find my things w/o her.

What if #9 and #20 dated?
nono!!!!#9 likes someone else le...

Will #6 and #17 date?
oh.perfect match AGAIN...

describe #3.
tall.devoted to CO?

#8 attractive?
ya!very...

Describe #7
very hardworking.

Know of any #12 family members?
saw them only in photos...

What if #18 confesses to you that he likes you?
idk...haha(:

What language does #15 speaks?
english(and hes very gd at it) &chinese..

Who is #9 going out with?
cant say... ;x

How old is #16?
14

When is the last time you spoke to #13?
a few hours ago...

Who is #2 favourite band / singer?
japanese songs...

Would you ever date #4?
nope.coz shes alrdy my laopo!!

Would you ever date #1?
nope!shes my lian ti ying...

What's #10 last name?
Oops.very long leh ;x

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
nope!hes my very very best friend..

School of #3?
from bukit timah pri.now in bukit batok sec.

Where does #6 live?
DUSTBIN!! :)

What are your favourite things about #5?
she likes RED just like me!!

Have you seen #2 naked?
nope...but some1 else did..

th 5 ppl tagged for quiz:
-weizhi
-christina
-eugene
-geraldine
-shawn

done.whee!

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?"
世界末日-周杰伦 (LOL)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
特务j- jolin(okay,this sounds stupid)

How do you feel today?
我不配-周杰伦 (yea.feels exactly like tt)

What is your life's purpose?
我们的纪念日-范玮琪 (diao~)

What is your motto?
一个人-jolin (yeah!)

What do your friends think of you?
原来爱情那么伤-梁咏琪 (this is so wrong)

What do you think of your parents?
想太多-李玖哲 (LOL)

What do you think about very often?
7things-miley cyrus (tts quite little)

loving someone very often?
apologise-timberland (erm...?)

What is 2 + 2?
my happy ending-avril lavigne (gt soooo much link)

What do you think of your best friend?
big girls dont cry-fergie (idk what to say)

What do you think of the person you like?
bleed it out-linkin park (no link...)

What is your life story?
bleeding love-cant rmb (erm.seems kind of sad though)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
breakaway-kelly clarkson (hmmm.interesting)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
cinderella-tata young (hmmm.weird person)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
cinderella-techno (still cinderella...)

What will they play at your funeral?
crushcrushcrush-paramore (crush me?)

What is your hobby/interest?
dont stop the music-rihanna (weird hobby of mine...)

What is your biggest fear?
everytime we touch-cascada (so lame...-.-''')

What is your biggest secret?
fall-ina(falling nt nice.look at my pm)

th 5 ppl tagged for quiz:
-LIAN TI YING! (was force to)
-christina
-eugene
-geraldine
-shawn

done w th quiz.yipee!

1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
-SPECIAL

2. Who are you missing right now?
-my pen!lost my pen.DAMN IT!


3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say?
-oh.its yooou...

4. How many bedrooms are in your house?
-3

5. Is there a reason for your profile song?
-no


6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
-no!


7. Who was your last text message from?
-shawn


8. What time did you wake up this morning?
-8+am


9. If someone liked you right now , would you want them to tell you?
-er.ya.


10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
-yes.to my laopos.


11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
-idk.should b.


12. What is wrong with you now?
-i oso dont knw.been feeling weird lately.

13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
-idk.rather b working.haha(:


14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?
-no


15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
-yes

16. Do you use T9 , word or abc?
-T9.want to use abc but th condition of my phone dont allow me... ):


17. Do you tell your mum everything?
-i nv told her anything


18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-cant rmb


19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
-no


20.Who can you trust?
-little


21. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
-idk.nv tried

22. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
-SLEEPY...


23. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
-MY NAME?


24. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
-no


25. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
-idk.maybe?

26. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?

-YES!

27. Do You Want Someone Dead?

-YES!!!!!! only sme ppl knw is who...

28. What Does Your Last Text Message Say?

-haha havnt.u like nvr reply tag, so i nvr

29. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
-how to do this question?

30. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
-erm.ya.

31. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
-11pm

32.Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
-cant rmb whr i gt it frm.

33. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
-er.ya.

34. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
-shawn

The 9 people you just tagged:
1.weizhi
2.christina
3.eugene
4.cheryl
5.crystal
6.ee joo
7.siuyi
8.geraldine
9.xiaolei


15.Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
-nobody.

16. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
-tt person told me:"none"...

17. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
-literature!!!

18. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
1 - ytd
2 - today!
3 - last friday
4 - long ago
5 - long ago
6 & 7 - long ago
8 -last friday
9 - last friday

19.Is Number 4 Single?
-nope.shes w aaron yan!! haha(:

20.Say Something About Number 2.
-smart!

21. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
-haha(: nt bad together sia!

22. Describe Number 9.
-SUPER TALL!!!

23. What Will You Do If Number 2 And 3 Fights?
-i will watch thm fight.thn congratulate 2 for winning th fight...

done w th quiz! (:

proud

replies:

kellie:relink le.ya.will cheer up :]

crystal:so lucky.yr angpaos nv reduce ):

geraldine:i nv emo again.n th thingy i gt chance thn tell you.

weizhi:thanks.

christina:thanks.finally.did it this time w less help.hoho(:

shawn:i nxt time gt chance thn tell you...