“New Beginning”

October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 January 2011 February 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 September 2011

doing the quiz im tagged... lol...

1.The person who tagged you is?
-Eugene

2.Your relationship with him/her?
-friends?the one who like to snatch want want milk candy from me?

3.Your 5 impressions of him/her.
-lame
-very lame
-very very lame
-very very very lame
-very very very very lame

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
-nothing with him is memorable.haha.maybe have luhs,but not much.

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
-Hello! ________ so nice..Don sad le. Cheer up!U stil wil c us nxt yr!

6.If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on would be?
-dont be so lame?

7.If he/she becomes your enemy?
-Hmmm...give him a want want milk candy n ask him to friend me again?haha.

8.What is it you want to tell him/her now??!!
-why you ask me do this??!!so long!

9. Your overall impression of him/her is?
-a very lame _____(eugene's gender changes everyday,according to him)

10.How do you think people around you will feel around you?
-dont know,everyone feels different.

11.The characters you love yourself are?
-childish
-friendly
-treasure ppl/things very much

12.On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
-treasure ppl/things too much,makes myself difficult to part with them

13.The most ideal person you want to be is?
-dont know,haven think that far yet.

14.For the people that care and love you, say something to them.
-thanks for all those cheering up words.really,thanks alot!(:

15.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1.christina
2.weizhi
3.crystal
4.cheryl(but no blog)
5.geraldine
6.reena
7.minsu
8.xueting
9.xiaolei
10.xunyi(but no blog)

16. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
(reena)
-i dont know.but if she has,i dont think she will spread.haha(:

17.Is no.9 a male or female?
(xiaolei)
-female

18.If no.7 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
(minsu & xunyi)
-i dont know.might be.haha,who knows,but 1 in korea,1 in singapore.very hard to date each other sia.haha(:

19.What is no.2 studying about?
(weizhi)
-HOHOHO.weizhi arh?hmmmm...her sec 3 A maths?

20.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
(crystal)
-29.10.2008,4.04pm.

21.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
(xueting)
-dont know,didnt ask her b4.looks like im not a really gd friend.

22.Does no.1 has any siblings?
(christina)
-2,michael & gabriel

23.Will you woo no.3?
(crystal)
-we are already laopos!

24.How about 7?
(minsu)
-wasnt she taken up by no.10?anyway,not likely bah.overseas call very ex.haha(:

25.Is no. 4 single?
(cheryl)
-no definitely.Arron yan is th current 1,last time 1 was a japanese guy.haha(:

26.What is the surname of no.5?
(geraldine)
-Chen.

27.What is a hobby of no. 10?
(xunyi)
-play PSP?

28.Does no.5 and 9 get on well?
(Geraldine & xiaolei)
-should be bah.they always are together...haha(:

29.Where is no. 2 studying at?
(weizhi)
-BBSS

30.Talk about something for no. 1
(christina)
-jiayous for the picture editing!

31.Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
(xueting)
-not yet.she.s taken up by weizhi le.dont really like triangle love relationship.haha(:

32.Where does no. 9 live at?
(xiaolei)
-The Petals,i think.

33.What color does no. 4 like?
(cheryl)
-red?

34.Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
(christina & geraldine)
-okay luhs

35.Does no. 1 has any pets?
(christina)
-no

36.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
(minsu)
-not yet.but on her way bah.haha(:

37.What is no.10 doing now?
(xunyi)
-going over to darren's hse for sleep over.

finally finish le.seriously,im not doing this again.
Eugene,must thank me hor

这些日子
我完全不知道我在做什么
我的脑子时常一片空白
什么也想不到
什么也不想做
我似乎好像失去了人生方向
人生方向，
我有吗？

有时我甚至对我自己感到不满
这些疑问就这样浮现在我脑海里

会不会有一天你们忘了我的名字？
会不会有一天我连我叫什么名都忘了？
会不会有一天你们遗忘了我？
会不会有一天我遗忘了我自己？
会不会有一天你们找不到我？
会不会有一天我就这样消失？

很多问题，
但我想不出答案，
一个所以然。。。

这些日子我就这里站站，
那里看看，
什么也没做。
我还能做什么。。。
你们是否也和我一样？

这些日子
真的过得很辛苦
真的很辛苦。。。
你们体会得到吗？
我想你们也没这个必要，对吗？

我想等待是最难熬的事情
但我想我应该会熬过去的
我会坚持自己的立场
不要再被你们骗了。。。

这些日子
我将会等待
等待着什么？
我也不知道。

不习惯给他人承诺的我
这一次也不例外
我不会给你们任何一个交待
但我相信时间将会透露
一个我满意的答案
和一个真诚的思颖。。。

HAPPY BIRTHDAY crystal!
couldnt have forgotten your bdae...
been best buds since primary 5
haha(:
sorry,ystd was so tired that i knocked out before 12
didnt get to send you th sweet sweet msg you send me on my bdae
going to make it up to you by dedicating tis post to you alone!
haha(:
sing you a bdae song?

happy bdae to you
happy bdae to you
happy bdae to crystal
happy birthday to you~

TADA~(:
why your bdae on holiday??
den i cannot sneak out to celebrate with you...
maybe can make it up to you one day
Hmmm...
i owe you 1 present also
didnt take much pics with you
so i search desperately through th photo album to find pics i took with you and havent put up yet

so...

haha(: didnt know i still keep this right?



haha(: th ugliest photo with you...thanks to SASA

Hmmm....maybe we should do it again someday...
haha(:
finally you are 14!!!
only 13 days younger than me.
haha(:

anyway once again,HAPPY BDAE!

stop pushing me to th end of th cliff
THAT was th end
th last straw
i really hate you
why are you always doing those stuff?
acting...
pretending...
crying...
complaining...
why cant you just show th world th real you
or is th real you even more despicable than you are now?
i hate ppl who pretend...
ppl who thinks that they are th best...
ppl who make no room for mistakes...
but hold hold...
nobody's perfect,
why stress yourself so much to reach the impossible
and start complaining and crying again
does pretending really solve everything?
should i just go along with th flow and start pretending?
or should i be th only retard standing there trying to be me?
everything is changing...
th world...
th ppl ard you...
nothing stops for you
so just go on with th flow

now i really hate myself more and more as th change took place

today is the first day of holiday
i thought i would feel happy
but i felt something was missing,i felt empty




cheryl laopo &me,i will miss you!




















siva &me!


ms tay &me!


mr lee & me!


from left luqman,xunyi,terence & me!


from left,
1st row:dharshini,xueting,sheila,reena.christina,minsu,geraldine
2nd row:ranjeetha,siuyi,weizhi,siva,germaine,enru
3rd row:eejoo,crystal,kabila,cheryl,me
4th row:charmaine,xiaolei


2008 was also the most important year
we had streaming and the year past by extremely fast
we seldom had time for each other
but it was also in this year where we became more united
was it because it was the last year
or was it really from the bottom of our heart?
now fate is back once again,but this time separating us
fate gave us 2 years and hope we will make the best of of it
we did,but we realised 2 years wasnt enough
in this 2 years,2 friends leaving/left singapore